The Yard Sale
Every year
when I was young, my family would make a trip during the summer to visit family
in
I liked to go
because I would get to see my cousins. The funny thing about that was, I had no boy cousins while I was growing up. There were
three boys that were born to my mother's sister, and two boys to my Dad's
sister, but they were all already adults and were more like uncles (those that
I saw at all) - not someone I could play with. I had nine girl cousins that
were still kids. My sister, Tracey, who was four years older than me was also
always there. I had an older brother as well, but he stopped making the trip
with us a few years before when he started working.
This
particular summer, I was thirteen. We were visiting my mother's brother's
family. He was not there, since he was in jail, but they were still my aunt and
cousins and held no ill will towards his family. As far as I knew at the time,
my aunt had divorced him (although later after he got out, she remarried him
and became the worst co-dependant case I have ever had the displeasure of
knowing. She always was a little flaky.)
Aunt Patti had
three daughters - Tricia, who was 14; Misty, who was 11; and Sheila, who was 7.
Clothing had been passed down through the three girls, but now that Sheila had
outgrown some clothes Aunt Patti decided to sell the good clothes in a yard
sale. People were always buying baby and toddler clothes up at such sales.
I remember
that we were helping her set it up, laying out clothes on tables. Some of the
clothes were dresses and such that came out of Sheila's closet, now giving her
much more room in it, and some clothes came out of boxes my aunt had stored in
her attic. As I opened one box, I saw several rows of cloth diapers neatly
folded and stacked, and along the side there was a whole stack of plastic
panties. There were several "aww's" from
the girls as I drew these items out, first two stacks of white cloth diapers,
then a stack of nursery print, and finally, one by one I pulled out the plastic
panties. There were pairs every color of the rainbow, and a few with lace and
ruffles, and many with nursery prints. For some reason, these items really excited
me, and I hoped the girls couldn't tell.
I had an
interest in diapers as long as I can remember. Even when I was four and my
mother was taking care of my baby cousin I was jealous and wanted to wear her
diapers and drink from her bottle. When I was 10 I had found a cloth diaper in
one of my dresser drawers and began pinning it on myself in bed at night. I
would put it back in the morning. But after only a little bit, my mother one
day decided to clean out my dresser and my diaper was gone. I had also got hold
of one of my sister's baby doll bottles once and played with it, but eventually
she put many of her baby dolls away, opting instead for collectors
dolls, and with them went the bottle.
As we unpacked
the rest of the boxes, my eyes kept wandering back to those stacks of diapers
and plastic panties. Finally I opened the last box, and in it was a big
surprise! As I pulled it open, there were more diapers and plastic pants, and
even a row of disposable diapers, but these were much bigger than the baby
diapers.
"Oh!"
my aunt laughed. "Those were Misty's. She wet
the bed until she was nine, and she had to wear diapers every night. When she
stopped, I just took everything we had left and put it in that box. There must
be all kinds of stuff in there." Misty was SO embarrassed and begged her
mother not to put these items out, as her friends might come by the sale and
know the diapers had been hers. Tricia and Sheila were none too convinced that
their friends wouldn't think they were theirs either, and my aunt finally
relented, telling me to close the box back up and put it back in the attic.
I did as she
said, but once in the attic, the temptation became too great. I looked around
to make sure no one was coming, then pulled the box
back open!
Chapter 2
My heart was
racing, though I didn't really know why. I just knew I had to get another look
at those diapers. I pulled the box flaps back open, and stared, enticed by the
stacks of babyish articles. I stepped to the attic window and peeked out -
everyone was still busy in the yard.
Looking back
in the box, I decided I just HAD to wear one of the diapers. I pulled out a
thick disposable diaper, pulled my pants and underwear down, and sat on the
diaper. After looking in the box again I noticed some baby powder, so I went
ahead and used some of it. Then I pulled the diaper tight and taped it in place
with the tapes on it.
Not being
accustomed to diapering at all, I of course didn't do the best job. Stray edges
of plastic stuck out of the diaper, and it was a little loose. I wanted one
more thing from the box though, and reached in for a pair of plastic panties.
Every pair in there was very girlish, but I didn't care. I pulled on a pink
pair that had lace ruffles at the waist and leg openings. All the diapering
supplies were a perfect fit for me.
I flexed my
legs after getting the plastic panties pulled up over my diaper, and feelings
of ecstasy washed over me. Then I heard someone come in the house downstairs,
so I quickly pulled my underwear and pants up over the diaper. It was a little
bulky looking, but I figured I could get away with it, and rushed down the
stairs.
My fourteen
year old cousin, Tricia was in the kitchen when I got downstairs. "You
were up there a long time," Tricia said. "What took so long?"
"Umm - I
had to go to the bathroom," I lied, thinking fast. It wasn't a TOTAL
mistruth. I did feel a bit of a need to go to the bathroom right now. I knew it
was believable that I was doing that, since you had to go through the bathroom
to get to the attic.
"Ahh - the site of all those diapers made you think about
it," Tricia stated.
Misunderstanding
her at first, my mouth dropped open. "Huh??" I said.
"Seeing
the diapers made you have to go to the bathroom," Tricia restated.
"Ohh!" I had thought she
meant seeing the diapers made me think about wearing one. "Yeah. Yeah, that's what it was." OMG, that was
so lame, I thought! I hope she didn't see through it.
As I turned to
go outside, I noticed Tricia was staring at the bulge in my pants, though she
didn't say anything. Dang, it was too late now to go take the diapers off; I
couldn't even use the bathroom excuse since I claimed I had just gone. I would
just have to hope no one would think I would really put on a diaper.
"Here, have some tea," Tricia said before I could get out. She
had already poured a glass of iced tea for me, so I drank it down quickly, then headed back outside.
Chapter 3
Once outside,
my sister, cousins, and I went back and forth between playing Frisbee and
helping people who came to the yard sale. The baby items did sell very quickly.
As was usual
with me, the iced tea I drank went right through me and straight to my bladder.
Normally it wouldn't be that bad, but compounded with the fact I already had to
go, it became almost unbearable. I tried to hold it for awhile to make it look
natural, but I ended up waiting too long. At one point, I jumped to catch the
Frisbee, and ended up tripping when I came back down and landing on my butt.
The hard fall was too much for my bladder, and I immediately felt my diapers
flood with warm pee.
If I had
thought the feeling of wearing diapers was good, this was 100 times better! I
felt a warm tingling feeling spread across the front of the diaper, across the
middle, and finally into the seat. I stood up and looked down at myself - no
visible leaks in front so I thought I was okay, although I was going to have to
figure out a way to get out of this wet diaper soon.
We went back
to playing, and I eventually forgot about it, though I could still feel the wet
feeling. Then, after being in the wet diaper about 20 minutes, I turned around
to pick up the Frisbee and heard a peel of giggles from Misty behind me. As I
said, I really wasn't thinking about the diaper anymore, so I wondered what she
was giggling about. She ran over to my aunt and whispered something in her ear.
My aunt looked
at me. "Sweetheart (I hated it when she called me that),
could you turn around for a minute?" Thinking this was something to do
with Misty that they didn't want a boy to see, I nonchalantly turned around
with my back to them. "Yep," Aunt Patty said. "There is no way
to get that pattern naturally. The only way you can get wet spots like that on
your bottom is from a leaky diaper!"
My eyes went
wide, and I turned to look over my shoulder at my pants. I couldn't see it all,
but I could see the tops of two wet spots - the diaper had leaked out of the
legs in the back. Now my heart was racing again, but for a completely different
reason than before. This time it was from fear. I was so embarrassed, and I
couldn't even come up with an excuse for why I would be wearing a diaper at
all, let alone a WET one.
My mother
walked toward me and I could see she was very upset with me. She reached out
and undid my pants, pulling them and my underwear down right in front of my
cousins, aunt, and sister. I blushed bright red standing there with the diaper
and plastic pants exposed to them. My cousins and sister were giggling at the
spectacle, and seven year old Sheila began chanting, "Vincent is a baby,
Vincent is a baby!"
"I can't
believe this!" my mother yelled at me. "Did you actually steal these
diapers??"
I tried to
come up with something. It wasn't like I could claim I wasn't wearing them, or
that these diapers had come from somewhere else. "I didn't steal
them," I tried, "I just borrowed them to see what they feel
like!"
"Borrowed
them??" my mother answered. "Borrowed?? I'm pretty sure your aunt isn't
going to want that wet diaper back! Besides, you didn't ask if you could borrow
them, and borrowing without asking is the same as stealing."
The logic
parents have when they are angry is appalling. Did my mother really think I
would ASK if I could wear a diaper? Just like when they ask you "Do you
want me to spank you?" How are you supposed to answer that?..."Oh yeah, Mom, I was just thinking about that.
Would you please?" Or, "Don't you know if you hit your brother with
that it will hurt him?" Gosh, really? "I'm not Jimmy's mother, I'm
your mother." Wow...I'd have never figured that out on my own. Is that why
I call you "Mom"?
I heard Tricia
say something about my "pretty plastic panties", and Sheila had
changed her chant to "Vincent is a baby GIRL", but I didn't really
pay much attention to that, as my mom grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me
toward the house. I had to step out of my pants as I was tripping over them,
and was now just walking in the diaper and plastic panties. Just before my
mother dragged me through the door I heard one more teasing comment from
Sheila. "Uh-oh...is the naughty little baby girl gonna get a spanking
then?" All the girls laughed at that one.
Chapter 4
Once inside,
the lecture really began. I didn't even hear most of what my mother said
because my mind was in overdrive as I tried to decide if what my cousin had
asked was really going to happen. My fears were confirmed as finally my mother
sat down on the couch, and pulled me down over her knees. Now I really DID feel
like a naughty baby, with my bottom up in the air and my feet and head dangling
from my mothers lap in this position. Worse yet, I felt her tug the diaper and
plastic pants down in the back so my bottom was bare.
"WHAP!" The sting of the spanking was multiplied
since my bottom was a bit tender after being in the diaper. "WHAP WHAP WHAP!" My mother
intensified the spanking. Before long I felt the tears start running down my
face, and then I started to cry out loud. I knew everyone outside could hear
the spanking and me crying as well.
"I'M
SORRY!" I yelled. "I'M SORRY!
I'll never wear diapers again!" I began to kick my feet as the pain
from the spanking put me past the breaking point.
"Oh yes
you will wear diapers again," my mother told me as she gave me a last
couple of smacks on the thighs. "Since you wet that diaper, it just proves
you really do need them. You're going to wear diapers for quite awhile!"
I couldn't
believe it. I had wanted to wear diapers, but not like this. My mother stood me
up, and walked me to the corner. "You put your nose in that corner and
don't you move!" she said. "And no rubbing!" She smacked my bare
bottom again, which I had been rubbing to try and take the sting away.
I heard my
mother go back outside, and a minute later, Tricia came running in. She took
one look at me in the corner with the diapers pulled down and my bare red
bottom sticking out, and burst out laughing. Then she continued up the stairs
as my mother came back in.
I was stealing
quick glances behind me to see what was going on. My mother had brought in a
baby blanket that had been out on the table for sale. She also had a basket of
things but I couldn't tell what was in the basket. She spread the blanket out
on the floor, and presently my cousin came back down carrying the box of
diapers from the attic.
"Here
they are, Aunt Ida," she said, setting the box down. "I also found
some baby powder, and I brought you a couple baby wipes from the
bathroom," she went on.
"Thank you,"
my mother said, and then spoke to me. "You can come out of the corner now,
get over here." I went to the
blanket. "Lay on your back," she instructed. Tricia backed away to a
nearby chair, and sat down, obviously hoping to get to watch. My mother didn't
say she couldn't, and I started to cry in humiliation.
My mother
pulled down the plastic panties. "Such pretty panties," she said to
me. "I guess you must be a baby girl. We'll just have to find some more
appropriate clothes for you. Until then I guess you can just wear your diapers
- it's summer anyway."
Tricia looked
like she was about to say something, then changed her mind. She didn't want to
alert my Mom that she was still in the room watching, just in case she
shouldn't be there. I tried to say something, but my mother reached into the
basket and grabbed something, then stuffed it in my mouth. I realized it was a
pacifier.
The pacifier
really did have a calming effect and I began to suck on it. My mother removed
the wet diaper, much to Tricia's delight, then grabbed the baby wipes and
cleaned me up. She pushed my legs way up in the air and powdered my bottom, the
slipped a new diaper under me. She then let my legs down, powdered my front,
and pulled the diaper up tightly between my legs. She taped it in front, then pulled a new pair of plastic panties from the box.
These were pink and had little hearts all over them.
"There,"
my mother said, talking as though I were really a baby. "Baby has a nice
clean diaper now." She turned to Tricia and asked her to take me back
outside while she cleaned up a few things inside. Tricia took me by the hand
and lead me back outside. I noticed the way my mother diapered me felt much
better since it was snug instead of loose, but it felt funny with all that
padding between my legs and I had to walk differently. I realized I must really
look like a big baby now, as I toddled outside in the diaper, T-shirt, and the
pacifier in my mouth.
Chapter 5
Of course,
Sheila immediately went back to her teasing of me as soon as I got outside.
"Aww...does the baby girl feel better now that
she has a dry diaper?" she asked. When I didn't answer, she went on,
"Probably not, since she has a red bottom under it!" All the girls
giggled at this.
It also didn't
take long for word to spread around the neighborhood about the "big
baby". People were coming to the yard sale, and as they left they would
tell others about me. Especially other kids. They
would come by and tease me, and finally Misty, feeling sorry for me, began to
shoo them off. Misty was the only one who felt sorry for me though, as Sheila
kept up her steady stream of teasing, and my sister and Tricia took to playing
with me as though I were a real baby.
One lady who
came to the sale was particularly impressed. "Well," she said, upon
seeing me. "That is exactly what I need. My daughter wets her bed every
night, and I can't fit her into baby diapers anymore." My aunt went and
got several of the cloth diapers and a couple pair of plastic panties from the
box to sell to the lady. She left an ample supply for me, however.
By the end of
the day, much of what had been put out had sold. They set about to close up the
sale, but not before Tricia pointed out that they had not sold the play pen
yet, and perhaps it could be put to good use now. "We wouldn't want the
baby going out in the street while we are getting this cleaned up," she
pointed out. So I was then made to climb into the little pink playpen and watch
as they cleaned up. All the leftover baby items (there weren't many left) were
placed aside for me.
"Let's
have supper outside," Tracey (my sister) suggested. All the other girls
thought this was a wonderful idea as well. Normally I would also be all for
this, but I wasn't sure what the girls had in store for me this time! I hoped
my mother would want me to stay inside, but this was not to be. In fact, my
humiliation was increased as they put a high chair up for me.
I got to eat
regular food (we had hot dogs and french fries), but
my sister and cousins cut it all up for me, and I had to eat with my fingers.
When they decided I wasn't eating fast enough, they began to feed me
themselves. I had to wear a pink trimmed bib with "Mommy's Darling"
printed on it as I ate, and I had to drink a bottle of milk as well.
When supper
was finished, Tricia took me into her lap and got another bottle of milk which
she fed me as she held me. Presently, the other girls wanted to try this as
well, and Tricia passed me to Misty and Tracey, then
held me once again in her lap as Sheila fed me the bottle. Sheila had finally
stopped teasing me, and was beginning to just accept me as being an actual
baby. Misty, meanwhile, was still casting apologetic glances my way.
Chapter 6
Not long after
my second bottle, I again felt the need to pee. This time I didn't even think
twice about wetting the diaper. I knew there was no way I would be allowed out
of it, so I relaxed and wet the diaper as I felt the need. A few things
happened because of this.
First, I began
to enjoy wearing the diapers. It didn't feel half bad to be in a dry diaper,
especially since it was padding my wet bottom. It was what I had wanted to try
in the first place anyway. When I wet the diaper, since I wasn't panicking this
time I could assess how it felt. A warm tingling rushed from the front to the
back of the diaper, and I liked that as well.
The second
thing that happened was that it became apparent my diaper was wet. The color
changing strip that ran down the middle of the diaper changed, plus the diaper
seemed to become thicker and heavier. It only took a couple minutes before
Sheila giggled and called out, "Aunt Ida, the 'baby' needs a diaper
change!"
"It's time
for HER bath anyway," my Mom said as she came in, emphasizing the word
"her".
Sheila giggled
and asked, "Can I watch?"
As my mother
made me get up and follow her to the bathroom I was not worried. I knew there
was no way she would let my little cousin, who was half my age and had probably
never even seen a boy naked watch her bathe me. "No," my Mom said. I
smiled, but then my smile froze as she went on, "You can HELP."
"But MOM,
she's only SEVEN!" I whined.
"And you
are only a baby," my mother said to me. "Babies don't complain about
who bathes them." By now my other cousins and my sister were clamoring to
get to help as well. "And seven is quite old enough to learn how to bathe
a baby," she went on, leading me into the bathroom. The girls followed
along behind, with lots of giggling.
"Now,
girls, Sheila asked first," my mother told them. She turned the water on
in the tub, then went on, "You can watch, but she
gets to help this time. There will be lots more baths for the baby."
Inwardly I groaned; "lots more baths"? How long was she planning on
treating me this way?
I didn't have
long to contemplate it as she reached out and pulled the plastic panties down,
instructing me then to step out of them. She then undid the tapes on one side
of my wet diaper. Then she reached over and undid the tapes on the other side,
and the diaper fell to the floor with a wet thud. All the girls now giggled as
I was naked from the waste down in front of them. Sheila and Misty also watched
with great interest, and somewhere in my embarrassment I wondered if I was the
first boy they had ever seen naked.
"She
doesn't look like any baby girl I'VE ever seen," Sheila commented.
"Why is
that?" my mother asked her.
Sheila
considered what to say for a minute, then finally
settled on, "Too much hair."
"Oh, we
can fix that," my mother said. "We really need to, so she will be
easier to clean when she has her diaper changed, and so she doesn't get diaper
rash quite so easily. Tricia, do you have any extra razors?"
Without
missing a beat, Tricia hopped up from her vantage point on the floor and got a
pink razor from the medicine cabinet. "Can I do that part please?"
she asked my Mom.
If it was at
all possible for me to be more embarrassed, I became it as she asked, all the
time looking at my privates, and my mother, after considering it for a moment
answered, "Well, okay, but be careful! It would be hard to explain at a
hospital why she needs stitches there."
Tricia
laughed. "I'll be careful," she promised, as my Mom tested the
temperature of water in the tub and added a bit more warm.
Sheila had already dug into the cupboard under the sink and added bubble-bath.
As my mother tended to the bath water, Sheila took hold of the bottom of my
shirt and pulled it up over my head and off. Then my mother picked me up (I
hadn't realized she still could, so I was caught off guard by this.) and put me
in the bath water.
Chapter 7
My mother
picked up a washcloth and showed Sheila how to wash me, then sat back and
watched as Sheila went to work. She started with my neck, since my Mom did my
face, showing her how, and washed down my shoulders, arms, hands, then did my
chest and my back.
If I could
close my eyes and forget it was a little girl half my age giving me this bath,
it would not have been bad at all. It felt nice to be bathed, especially as she
washed my back.
Then she did
my tummy, and then reached down and got one of my feet, lifting it up to wash
my foot. It tickled, and I giggled. "Oh - you like that don't you?"
Sheila said, using a voice like you would really use with a little girl. She
tickled my feet more, and I giggled more. Finally, taking a lesson from a real
baby, I splashed her.
Sheila didn't
think this was quite as funny as everyone else did. My mother had to bite her
lip to keep from laughing as Sheila dried her face off, and scolded me, telling
me if I splashed Sheila again I would get another spanking. The first spanking
I had that afternoon was still fresh in my mind, and I settled down quickly to
avoid another one.
But, the worst
was yet to come. "Okay, let Tricia shave her now," my mother
instructed.
"Awww..." Sheila was disappointed her turn was over,
but she backed up and took Tricia's seat on the floor as Tricia knelt down
beside the tub and got a good lather on her hands. She then lathered my legs,
and began to scrape away with the razor.
I hadn't had
hair in these places all that long, and I watched embarrassed as it all easily
fell away, making me look once more like a baby. When she finished my legs she
looked up at my mother. "Umm...do you want me to do...umm..."
"That's
the most important part," my mother told her. Tricia now looked rather
embarrassed for a minute, but then shrugged her shoulders and lathered my
genitals. Of course, it barely took a touch from her before I was pointing like
a submarine periscope.
Tricia and my
sister were fighting laughter at this, while Misty turned very red, obviously
embarrassed to be witnessing the event. Sheila asked what any seven year old
would, "Why is it doing that?" which promptly caused Tricia to lose
it and burst out with uncontrolled giggles.
My mother
answered very easily, "Oh, that just happens to
baby boys sometimes when you change their diapers or bathe them."
"Oh."
Sheila seemed satisfied for a minute, then pointed
out, "But I thought she was a baby GIRL!"
"She is.
She just doesn't realize it yet," my mother said. During this exchange
Tricia got her self under control and began to shave me. I wiggled, unable to
control my twitching as she ran her fingers and the razor over my most
sensitive area.
"Be
still!" Tricia admonished me. "You don't want to make me cut off
anything important, do you?" My eyes widened and I tried to sit stiller as
she finished. When she was done I had to get on my hands and knees as Sheila
came back and washed my bottom.
The smell of
baby powder filled the air after Sheila dried me off, and I realized she was
putting lots of baby powder on me, "Just like Mama used to do for
me," she explained. Tricia got the baby oil and rubbed me into a
frustration again (I was starting to think she liked doing that), and then my
mother showed the girls how to diaper me in one of the large size diapers.
Caught between
ecstasy (even though Tricia had stopped before I came), the comfort of being
cared for, and the humiliation of being babied, I wasn't sure what to think. I
was afraid, though, that I was beginning to like this, as the diaper was taped
tightly.
Chapter 8
As I was lead
from the bathroom freshly bathed and diapered, I noticed Tricia had
disappeared. In a minute, she returned, carrying a short pink nightie with her.
"This is Misty's, but it will fit her," she
said, slipping it over my frame when my Mom said it was okay. It was short,
pink, and frilly, and only hung low enough to cover about half my diaper.
Tricia also had a pink diaper cover with lace across the bottom that would
match the nightie perfectly. This cover was different from the others I had
worn, and snapped on over my diaper.
They took me
to a mirror then so I could see how much like a baby girl I now looked. What I
saw almost made me cry, but I stopped myself, knowing it would only make me
look more like a baby.
"There
are lots of dresses and other clothes of Misty's that
will fit," Tricia said. "You were saying you needed to find more
appropriate girl's clothes for her," she explained to my mother. "And
there are also some dresses that don't fit me anymore but don't fit Misty yet -
those should fit her too."
"Wonderful!"
my mother said. "We'll find out tomorrow how they fit, right now we have
to get this baby to bed!" I looked out the window and saw it was still
light out. Now I have an early bedtime too, I thought with a sigh. There was no
clock anywhere for me to see just how early.
With a sigh I
began to trudge toward the Living Room, since I had been told before that I
would be sleeping on the couch. "Not that way," my mother said,
stopping me. "Patti, is that surprise for the baby done yet?" she
called.
"Yep! All done," my aunt said, emerging from the
girls' bedroom.
Tricia
giggled. "I just saw it. It's adorable!"
I looked from
face to face, wondering what in the world they were talking about. I was taken
into the girls' room, and saw. I large pink barred crib was waiting for me,
complete with nursery print sheets, and a bumper pad. I looked at the print as
I climbed in, and saw it was diapered bunnies, pink of course.
"Thank
your Aunt for putting this crib up for you," my mother said as I climbed
in.
"Thank you,"
I grumbled.
Quickly I got
a loud smack on the diapered bottom. It didn't hurt, but it made me jump.
"Tell her like you mean it," my mother ordered.
"And with
baby talk," Sheila added with a giggle. I looked at my mother and she
nodded.
Inwardly I
sighed; outwardly I said, "Tank yew fo
my pwetty cwib, Aunty
Patti!"
"Aww - how sweet," my aunt said. She leaned into the
crib patting the front of my diaper and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
"You're very welcome sweetie. You should be in here with the girls anyway.
Now you have a good night and sweet dreams - your first night as a little
girl."
Each of my
cousins, then my sister, and finally my mother then kissed me goodnight, and my
mother wound up a musical mobile that was hanging above the crib. It had stars
and dolphins on it, and played "Beautiful Dreamer". As they left the
room, Sheila switched on a nightlight that wasn't needed yet (but would be when
they came back to go to bed themselves).
Though the sun
was just now setting, the days events had obviously
taken their toll on me, and soon I was fast asleep, sucking on the pacifier
Misty had a few minutes later snuck in to me.
Chapter 9
I woke around
Seeing a
chance for a little revenge, I waited until she was down to just her panties
before saying quietly, "I see
"Hey!"
Sheila jumped into her bed and hid herself under the covers. "I'll
tell!" she threatened.
"What are
they gonna do?" I asked. "I'm just a baby girl who happened to wake
up. "YOU'LL probably get spanked for waking me
up!"
Sheila's mouth
dropped open, and she was about to retort, but then she seemed to realize I was
right, and accepted it. "Can't I even have some privacy?" she asked.
"You sure
weren't worried about MY privacy earlier!" I said, still a bit annoyed.
"What
privacy? You're a baby." Sheila looked at me a minute. "It wasn't me
who gave you that punishment. And besides, who was it that put on a diaper and
wet it in the first place?" I blushed, and was happy she wouldn't notice
in the dark. "Why did you do that anyway?" she went on.
I shrugged.
"I dunno. I just wanted to try it and see what
it felt like I guess."
Sheila's eyes widened, and she grabbed her pillow to muffle her giggles.
After she got herself under control, she looked at me with her head cocked to
one side, with an almost coy look, and asked, "Well? How DOES it feel? Do
you like it?"
I blushed even
more, and unable to answer, simply nodded my head. This brought more high-pitched
giggling from Sheila into her pillow. I shut my eyes quickly as my Aunt
appeared in the doorway.
"Sheila!
Settle down in here!" she said. She was quiet for a minute and I felt her
looking at me. "You better not wake up the baby," she warned Sheila. "If
you do, you'll get a spanking."
Sheila quickly
stopped her giggling and lay down. My Aunt left, and
Sheila stayed quiet. Presently, I heard her breathing slow and deepen.
I was still
awake a few minutes later when Misty was sent to bed. Misty looked at her
sister, and quickly ascertained that she was asleep. Then she tiptoed over to
my crib. I opened my eyes.
"You're
still awake?" she whispered.
"I slept
a little, then Sheila woke me up," I admitted.
Misty rolled
her eyes. "She was SUPPOSED to be quiet so she wouldn't wake you up,"
she whispered apologetically. "You should have cried or something. That
would have got her a spanking. After all the teasing she has done to you, she
deserves a good hard spanking."
"And have
her tell the whole neighborhood how she got to give me
my bath?" I pointed out. "No thank you."
Misty shook
her head. "I wouldn't let her do that," she promised. She stepped
back from the crib and started to pull her shirt up. I closed my eyes, then even turned around in the crib. I wanted her to know I
appreciated the way she was treating me.
After a minute
she said, "You can turn back around now." When I did, she was wearing
a short dorm shirt. It almost covered the tops of her thighs. "That was
sweet of you to turn around," she said. "Thank you."
"It's cause you are nice to me," I told her. "How come
you don't tease me like the other girls do?"
"You
forget who those diapers belonged to," she replied. "I know how
embarrassing it can be to be put into a diaper. It's only been two summers
since I've been out of them myself." She climbed into bed with Sheila.
"And that crib was mine then too," she confessed.
The idea of
Misty wearing diapers and sleeping in the crib flashed into my mind, and my hormones
picked up. Then I realized she was my cousin, and I really shouldn't be
thinking about her like that, so I let the idea pass out of my mind. Soon, I
fell back asleep.
Chapter 10
Wearing
diapers was doing weird things to my sleeping pattern. I had not heard my
sister and eldest cousin (Tricia) come into the room during the night after I
fell back asleep, but since I had gone to sleep so early, I woke up before
anyone else.
Since there
was no clock, I wasn't sure of the time. I could tell it was early by the
lighting outside - the sun was still somewhat low. I could hear the birds
singing, but there was a quietness all about the
house.
Before long, I
realized there was going to be a problem. Every morning when I got up, I would
have a bowel movement. This morning was no different, except this time I could
not simply get up and go to the toilet. Not only would I get in trouble for
getting out of the crib, but I also knew that I was supposed to do this in my
diaper.
I turned red
just thinking about it. I even considered holding it, but what good would that
do? It would just make me uncomfortable, and eventually I would have to go
anyway. And it would probably be a lot worse when I finally did go.
Try as I might, I could not go while lying down. I finally
had to get up in the crib and sit on my heels to go. I pushed a little, and it
came out in my diaper, smooshing against the inside
of the diaper and spreading through the seat. A hot stream of pee soaking my
diaper in the front and middle immediately followed it.
Gingerly I lay
back down in the crib. I did not like this sticky, mushy feeling in the back of
the diaper and wished for a diaper change, even with the embarrassment that
came with it. I lay this way for a few minutes, then
fell back asleep in my messy diaper.
When I woke up
again, the girls were awake and getting up. My sister sniffed the air.
"Phew," she said, wrinkling her nose. "What IS that smell?"
Tricia (who
did not wake up well) pulled the covers up over her head as she answered,
"I think a certain baby needs a clean diaper!"
"Yuck!"
My sister looked at me. "You actually pooped in it?" I didn't answer,
but my face (and the smell) gave me away. "That's gross!" she
exclaimed.
Just then my
mother came in the room. "Mom," my sister said, "he actually
pooped in his diaper!"
"Well,
that is why SHE is wearing diapers," my mother said, smiling. "Girls,
while this diaper punishment is going on, I want you to refer to the baby as
"she" and "her". She must want to be a baby girl, since she
wore pretty ruffled plastic panties. All her other clothes will be girls'
clothes too, and we are going to do her hair in a girlish style."
She then
turned to leave, after setting down a diaper, baby wipes, and baby powder.
"Girls, will one of you please change her diaper?"
"Eww!" My sister took a
step back from my crib.
"Don't
look at me..." Sheila said, although no one was.
"Oh, for heaven's sake." Tricia had pulled the
covers down and got out of bed. "Give me that. I'LL change
his...umm...her...diaper."
Chapter 11
Tricia changed
my dirty diaper, and it was not quite as embarrassing as earlier changes since
the other girls left the room. She still was having fun with me though, as
first she got me excited while cleaning me with the baby wipe, and afterwards
she found some baby oil and rubbed it into my skin.
She sent me
out to breakfast in just my diaper then with a swat on my diapered bottom as I
left the room. I jumped from the loud sound as she swatted me. She giggled;
"Just like a real baby!"
There was the
high chair set up at the table, and a bib tied around my neck as I was fed baby
cereal (wonder when they got that?). No big surprise there. I began to wonder
if a baby's life was really this boring? The diapers
and attention was the only good part. And the diapers weren't that great when
they were dirty.
Sheila seemed
to recognize my boredom with it all. "Maybe we should take the baby
somewhere," she suggested. My eyes widened - I'd much rather be bored...
"Yeah!" Tricia and Tracey both immediately chimed
in their agreement. Even Misty couldn't hide her interest in this idea.
"Mom, can we take her to the playground?" Tricia asked.
Aunt Patti
looked at my Mom, who agreed. "Just put some clothes on her first,"
she told them.
"Misty,
go get one of your outfits," Tricia instructed, as they herded me into the
bathroom and began to wash my face and brush my teeth. Misty went to her room,
and to her credit, she brought in a pair of overalls. There was no way they
could be mistaken for anything but girls', with the flowers on the pant legs
and butterfly on the back pocket, but they were actually something I would not
die of embarrassment wearing.
Unfortunately,
Tricia was not about to have that. "My word, do you know how hard it will
be if we have to change her diaper if she's wearing those?" she asked.
"Here, you take over washing her neck and behind her ears,
I'LL go get a good play dress for her!" At least Misty didn't scrub as
hard as Tricia had been.
Tricia came
back with a short sundress for me. It didn't even come to my knees, and I was
sure if I bent over without thinking it would show my diapers to anyone who
happened to be watching. Then again, with the way the girls were going, it may
not be a surprise to anyone who saw that I was diapered. Tricia also held up a
diaper bag with Winnie the Pooh on it. "Look what I found!" she said.
I had an inkling she had already planned this earlier,
as it was already packed with diapers, baby wipes, baby powder, and God only
knew what else.
"And it
gave me an idea," she said. "We can't call her Vincent, and we can't
keep calling her 'the baby'. Let's call her 'Winnie'! A picture of the little
girl from The Wonder Years flashed into my mind. At least she was cute. A
picture of her in diapers flashed into my mind, and I smiled without noticing.
Misty mistook
the meaning of my smile. She put her hand to her mouth as she giggled. "Oh
my gosh! I think she LIKES it!" she giggled.
I started to
shake my head in protest, but Tricia said, "Of course she likes it. It's her new name! Winnie!" She tickled
me, making me giggle, and pretty much sealing my fate to have this new
nickname.
Chapter 12
The girls got
me dressed in a pair of girls sandals (Tricia's)
besides the sundress and diaper, and were able with a little work to get my
hair into pigtails. Tricia went about putting some make-up on me, just a tiny
bit, which softened my features considerably. A look in the mirror confirmed
that I could pass for a young girl of Sheila's age easily.
Outside I saw
a new humiliation awaited me. The girls decided that I needed to be pushed in a
stroller to the playground. I felt silly sitting in the stroller, since I just
fit. My legs bent somewhat upward, giving the entire world a good view up my
dress to my thick diapers. I tried to tug the dress down to cover this, but
there was just not enough fabric. I tried to put my knees together, but the
diaper was too thick. I tried to complain about the situation, but Tracey
popped a pacifier in my mouth. Not pleased about this, I sulked and sucked on
the pacifier.
The playground
was a couple blocks away. Lots of people in town got a good look at the teenage
baby as the girls pushed me in my stroller to it. There were other kids on the
playground once we got there as well, ranging in ages from babies to 14 or so.
The reactions
of the kids on the playground were as varied as their ages. Most of the older
boys just snorted in disgust and ignored us altogether. Younger boys and girls
made fun of me, calling me "diaper baby" and such. I think most of
them were not even aware that I was really a boy, except for a few who had seen
me yesterday. They added "sissy" to the chants. Most of the toddlers
just accepted me as one of them, if a bit larger, and didn't give much thought
to my babyish attire. One girl who was about 5 asked if I were a bed wetter,
like she was. "I have to wear diapers for it too," she confided to me
in a whisper, pulling the top of her shorts down to show me.
The reaction
of the girls aged 11 and up was worse, since they decided this was "too
cute", and they all wanted a chance to play with the big baby. For over an
hour I ended up sitting on a blanket, subjected to games such as
"pat-a-cake", "peek-a-boo", and tickling. Finally, Misty
had had enough and she took me by the hand and led me over to the swings.
The swings
were fun for awhile, but there was a problem in that while swinging my dress
would blow up and reveal my diapers. This got some of the teenage boys
watching, since many of them thought I was a real girl. I tried the slide, and
ended up with either everyone trying to steal looks at my diapers when I
climbed the steps, or having my dress slide up and reveal it when I slid down.
The way I had to spread my legs on the teeter totter was definitely not hiding
anything. However, I did have loads of fun on the merry-go-round and had no end
of people (mostly girls) willing to push it for me. I even lost track of my
cousins and sister for awhile, as there were so many others willing to take
care of me. Misty, however, was never too far away.
While I played
in the sandbox, I was confronted by twin girls of about 7 or 8 who decided to
team up on me in a tickle war. Mostly I didn't REALLY mind being tickled, but
this time I had been noticing that the couple of baby bottles I had been fed
already had caught up with me. As I giggled and struggled under their tickles,
I suddenly noticed a warm stream tingle as it ran through my diaper. The girls
must have been able to tell from the expression on my face, and one of them
went to get Tricia.
I was very
worried when Tricia came over, carrying the diaper bag. But, thankfully, I was
not to be given the horrible humiliation of being changed publicly. Tricia took
me to the girls' restroom, and changed me on a counter in there while Misty,
Sheila, and Tracey stood outside the door to make sure no one tried to enter.
While Tracey
and Tricia stayed at the playground to watch me, Misty and Sheila went back to
the house and got some lunch for us. We sat at a picnic table when they came
back, and I was allowed to eat real food, but Tracey fed it to me in small
bites. I also wore a bib, and had two bottles filled with Kool-aid.
Once I had eaten, several of the neighborhood girls were allowed the privilege
of feeding me my bottles.
One observant
girl who was about 12 watched me as she fed me the bottle, and finally
declared, "I knew it! You're a boy, aren't you? I can tell because I can
see your Adam's apple when you swallow." I blushed, and she laughed and
said, "Don't worry cutie. I won't tell. I'm Candace, by the way."
"I'm Vin...Winnie," I said shyly.
"Like the
girl on The Wonder Years," she said. "Too bad your hair isn't as long
as hers. I bet you'd look really cute with braids. As it is..." she
reached in her purse and dug around for a minute... "I think these will be
cute." She clipped two little barrettes in my hair, each one had a little
baby bottle on it. Though embarrassed, I thanked her. Then I contentedly drank
the rest of my bottle quickly so that she would not have to relinquish me to
someone else.
I would have
been content to stay longer now that I met Candace, but Tricia decided it was
time for us to go home, so she packed up my diaper bag and got me in the
stroller, and we headed home. Later that evening, Misty told me she had a
present for me. She put a piece of paper in my hand. I looked down and saw some
numbers scribbled on the paper, and looked back at her questioningly.
"That," she said with a smile and a wink, "Is Candace's phone
number. Not sure why, but I thought you might like to have it...Unk!" The last sound she emitted as I hugged her
tightly.
Chapter 13
The next
morning when I awoke I realized I would have to mess in my diaper again. This
was for me the worst part of my diaper punishment. As I pushed into the diaper,
I realized that I was alone in the room and that someone was getting lectured.
"I can't
believe you have started wetting the bed again!" my Aunt Patti yelled. "And with your sister in it with you! Am I going to
have to put you back in diapers again, like your cousin?"
A small voice
answered quietly and I couldn't hear what she said. It was Misty, I realized.
"I don't care," my Aunt said to whatever Misty had answered.
"Only babies wet the bed, and babies wear diapers. I don't know if you are
just jealous of the 'new baby', or if you are having an actual relapse, or
what, but you had better believe that we will not make any exceptions on the
use of diapers for it! And furthermore, since you had an accident in bed and
Sheila had to suffer for it as well, she is going to be the one to spank
you!"
There was a
short silence, then I heard the unmistakable sound of
a bare bottom being spanked, and Misty crying. "Now you go stand in the
corner in your room, while I decide whether or not to just put you back in
diapers right now!" my Aunt told her. Misty came quickly into the bedroom,
her face red and wet with tears. She was naked from the waist down, and as she
stood in the corner I saw that her bottom was as red as her face.
As she got
herself under control, I ventured a whisper. "Did you have an
accident?"
Misty stole a
quick glance toward the door. Everyone could be heard out in the kitchen, and
if anyone came back to the bedrooms they would easily be heard before they got
there, so I was not worried. Nevertheless, Misty turned her face back to the
corner before shaking her head no. "I did it on purpose," she
whispered back.
"What?
Why in the world would you do that?" I asked.
"Same as
you," she said. "Curiosity. Also, I
remembered what it was like. Sure, it's embarrassing, but it is kinda nice too.
Diapers feel good, don't they? And aside from the teasing and some
embarrassment, you had fun yesterday. I was watching; I could tell. And I guess
in a way, I also did it to keep you company. I didn't want you to have to do
this alone. I sure never knew she'd let Sheila SPANK me though!" She sniffled
again and rubbed her bottom.
We heard
footsteps in the hall, and I closed me eyes and pretended to be asleep as
someone came in the room. The person went over to Misty, and I opened one eye
to see it was Tricia. She looked at Misty's bottom
and sighed. "She really let you have it, didn't she? Jeez, who would have
thought a seven year old could spank that hard?"
"She was
pretty mad," Misty said. "She thought she did it at first. She was
scared she was going to be diapered and begged me not to tell on her. Then when
she found out it was me she wasted no time in tattling on me!"
"Little
tattle-tale should be taught a lesson," Tricia said, shaking her head.
"And she teases way too much too."
She took Misty by the arm and led her to the bed, telling her to lay on her stomach. "Mom said to get you out of the
corner. And to..." she sighed. "I'm really sorry Misty! She said to
diaper you as well. You'll have to wash the bed sheets and hang them on the
line outside to dry, and you're not allowed to wear anything over the diapers
until the sheets are clean and back on this bed."
Misty sighed
and nodded, then sighed again, this time contentedly as Tricia had started to
massage baby lotion into her sore bottom. "At least you'll have some
padding when you sit down..." Tricia giggled. She sniffed the air then.
"And after I get you diapered I think there is someone else in this room
who needs a diaper change, isn't there?" she asked, turning her head
quickly toward me and catching me watching. I blushed and nodded emphatically.
Tricia had
Misty stand up, then lay down again on her back over an open diaper. I was
watching Misty's face, and apparently so was Tricia.
"Jeez, Misty!" she exclaimed. She looked from Misty to me, then back
at Misty again. "You both actually LIKE this stuff, don't you?" Misty
and I looked at each other, which was a mistake, then
both burst out in giggles. "OMG" Tricia said. "WHY? I can't
believe you two!" She shook her head and finished diapering Misty.
Misty got up
from the bed (looking extremely cute in the diaper), and set to work stripping
the bed, why Tricia put the crib side down and changed my dirty diaper.
"You have the same blissful look on your face when I change you as she
gets when she is diapered," Tricia said, shaking her head in disbelief
again. "So much for this being punishment for either of you two! You
better not let anyone else find out."
"Oh! Right!" Misty said. She put an ultra morose look on her
face as she left the bedroom with the bed sheets.
Chapter 14
"She's
good at that," Tricia said, indicating Misty's
forlorn expression. "You better get good at it too if you don't want to be
found out!" she said, giving me a playful smack on the back of my clean
diaper. This sent me scampering off the bed and into the hall as well, behind
Misty. I couldn't help looking at her cute diapered bottom as she waddled in
front of me.
"Look at
the two big diaper babies!" Sheila giggled from the kitchen. To my
surprise, my Aunt reprimanded her.
"Sheila, that's
enough," she said. "You've done nothing but tease your cousin. You're
not going to do the same to your sister, and you're going to stop doing it to
your cousin, or you won't like the consequences."
Sheila quieted
down, but shot a look in our direction, like it was our fault she got in
trouble. Misty put the bedclothes in the washing machine while I was fed
breakfast in the high chair. As soon as I was done eating, I was put on the
couch to finish my bottle, and Misty was put in the high chair for her baby
feeding.
Tricia
searched and found two lilac blouses, each adorned with a ribbon bow on the
neckline. She put one on me and one on Misty. Next she showed us two denim
jumpers. She put one on me, and told Misty she could have hers once the sheets
were clean and the bed remade. My hair was brushed, and Misty's
was brushed and put into two long pigtails, making her look like a
five-year-old.
Even I had a
hard time not giggling when I saw Misty outside putting the sheets on the
clothes-line. It was a little high for her so she had to stand on her tiptoes
to reach the line. This made her blouse come up far enough to reveal her entire
diaper. From her eleven-year-old look yesterday to what she was now was such a
glaring difference! Of course, I supposed the difference in me was even more
marked.
Sheila of
course wasted no time in getting outside to tease Misty some more. Now she was
sneaking up behind Misty and smacking her diapered bottom loudly. Misty looked
like she wanted to kill her, but she knew she was in enough trouble already.
My aunt was
also watching her youngest daughter’s antiques, and she was not happy. She
finally called Tricia over and whispered something in her ear. Tricia giggled
and nodded her head, then asked if it was okay to take Tracey along. My aunt
and mom both said okay, and they both left – I had no idea where they were
going.
About an hour
later they returned, and it looked like they had been to the grocery store,
since they had some paper bags with them from IGA. I expected my aunt to put
the bags in the kitchen and unpack the food, but instead she immediately
carried the bags back to her bedroom. I wondered about it a minute, then
shrugged it off, there was no way I was going to find out what was in the bags
from the playpen I had to sit in.
I DID hate
being in that playpen, but I guess that was Mom’s way of also grounding me. At
least I could see out the window. Not that there was all that much to see –
just the yard and the sheets as they dried in the sun and the breeze. Misty had
already come back inside and had been banished to the crib in the bedroom. I
wasn’t sure if this was to keep us apart since we were being punished, or
because the playpen was big, but not THAT big.
At dinner I
got to sit in a regular chair to eat (although I still got a bib and a baby
bottle). This was because Misty was treated to the high chair. Sheila took Misty’s spoon and put some applesauce on it. “Open wide,
baby Sis,” she giggled. Misty complied, only to end up with half of the
applesauce dribbled down her chin. “Uh-oh, good thing baby has a bib!” Sheila
remarked with more giggling.
“Sheila!” my
aunt said sternly. “This is your LAST warning.”
“What?” Sheila defended herself. “I’m just feeding the ba…” The look on my aunt’s face made her realize she better stop. “Sorry,” she mumbled, going back to her own food. She brooded and pouted the rest of the way through dinner, digging her hole even deeper, and I could see she was also thinking about revenge, which would surely put her in more trouble than she ever wanted to be.
After we finished, Misty went and got the sheets and took them back to the bedroom. While she was going back, my aunt stopped her and gave her a big waterproof mattress protector. “Put this on the bed first, just in case,” she told her.
That was it for Sheila. “What? No way, Mom, how come I have to sleep on a plastic sheet when Misty wets the bed?! It isn’t fair!” she shouted.
“Sheila! You know better than to use that tone of voice with me!” my aunt told her. “I was hoping not to have to resort to this, but you leave me no choice. You’ve been asking for it all day.” She took Sheila by the arm and dragged her into her own bedroom.
Misty quickly retreated to the girls bedroom to put the sheets on the bed, and Tricia went to help her, and to put her jumper on over her diaper once she finished. I could see they both had small, almost unnoticeable but still satisfied smiles.
Chapter 15
“Ouch! Ow! I’m sorry! Stop, please Mommy I’ll be good!” Sheila’s pleas, mixed with her crying and the sound of sharp smacks which could only be produced by a hairbrush on a bare bottom could be heard from the bedroom, even through the closed door. Then I heard, “Nooooooooo!” and the sound of her crying even more. I wondered what she was crying about now, since the spanking was over.
Misty and Tricia came out of the bedroom, Misty now dressed in the jumper and looking like my twin. When she sat beside me I noticed I could see her diaper as she sat down, and made a mental note to be careful when sitting from now on. Tricia looked like she already knew what was happening to Sheila, and I also could see that Tracey had the same look. Tricia must have told Misty in the bedroom, because Misty leaned over and whispered in my ear, “Wait ‘til you see this!”
Just about then the door opened and my aunt led Sheila out. Sheila’s jeans were gone and I thought for a second she was in her panties, but then I realized that she had been dressed in Pampers Baby Diapers. Later I learned that was what Tricia and Tracey had been sent to the store after – baby diapers for Sheila. “Now you can see what it is like for your sister and cousin,” my aunt told her sternly. Sheila sniffled as my aunt picked her up and put her in the playpen, in front of us all. Now the only one with her diapers visible was Sheila.
Before bed, Misty and I were both allowed the privilege of private diaper changes (even if mine was done by Tricia and Misty’s by Tracey). Sheila, however, had her diaper changed on the living room floor in front of everybody. As embarrassed as she was when I saw her in her panties, this must have been ten times worse.
* * * *
The car stopped suddenly, shaking me from my memories. “Come on, let’s get your diaper changed,” my sister said to me, undoing my seatbelt, and lifting my skirt to see just how wet I was. “Wow, you really need changed, too.” She was right – my diaper was on the verge of leaking. I looked around and realized we were at a rest area on the highway.
“Are we there yet?” I asked my mother, sounding every bit the part of a toddler girl.
“Another hour or so,” I was told. I tried to go back to the memories of two summers ago, but the vividness of the memory was gone now. The last summer I wore underwear, I thought wryly. I couldn’t even remember what it felt like to wear underpants now, and I didn’t think I really wanted to remember that anyway.
“Do you think Misty and Sheila still wear diapers?” I asked for what must have been the twentieth time. We hadn’t seen them since that summer.
“I told you, I don’t know,” my mother answered. “Your aunt didn’t say, and I never really thought to ask about it. She does still have a crib for you to sleep in though. You’ll just have to wait until we get there to find out.”
So I waited. Through the next 60 miles of highway, which of course are always the longest, sucking on my pacifier and finally nodding off. And when I awoke…was I really awake, or was I dreaming? For we had pulled into the driveway and I saw my three cousins playing in the yard. But I did not see two diapered girls in the yard…I saw three.
The End
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